Thursday, October 21, 2021

Dissociative Identity Disorder

We go back to the soft mind 
before the fracture 
into glass shards— 
the shattering of a lovely 
 box of mirrors. 

 Lincoln—an old man in a nursing home, 
feasting on chocolate pudding, 
wondering if this episode of 
 Judge Judy would be his last. 

 Becca—a teenager living in a box 
behind the Hot Girlzzz strip club 
surviving on garbage 
and the change in some guy’s pocket 
after a quickie. 

Sandy—the middle-age homemaker 
addicted to painkillers and Adderall, 
just trying to get through 
the next school bake sale. 

And Sonny especially—the little boy 
hiding under the stairs, 
pretending he was playing 
hide-and-seek 
with so-called friends 
and not crouching 
just beyond the reach 
of long arms and scraping fingernails 
of the bad man cursing outside 
the closet door. 

And, of course, Voices. 
They need their own homes too. 

We become glistening 
splinters of light and sound— 
Sandy overdoses on heroin 
when her doctor cuts her off. 
Becca loses her battle with HIV. 
Lincoln’s heart finally gives out 
during Monday night bingo. And Sonny 
is lying on the bed 
wishing he was dead too.

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